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strangersteddiex · 11 months ago
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Hi I dont really know if one asks or sends a prompt here or per chat... but i have one?
Steve and Robin living together in their own flat. Both dont know how to fix a sink but trying. Shenanigans happened. At the end they call Uncle Wayne and he teaches them how to fix it.
Hope this prompt fits your style ♡
Thank you for the prompt!! Hope this is alright <3
When We Belong
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After a while Robin sighed, “you know what, I’m gonna say it,” she muttered. “Say what?” “Escaping that underground Russian bunker was easier than figuring out how to fix a damn sink,” she said. “And people say Eddie has a flair for the dramatic,” Steve snorted. “And we’re back to you thinking with your downstairs brain.” - Robin and Steve's sink breaks and they use their combined brain cell to struggle until finally Wayne is called.
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steddiebrainrotramble · 7 months ago
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Eddie: I want to get married
Eddie: it’s legal now
Steve: I can’t I’m married
Eddie: it’s for tax benefits!
Robin: stop trying to take my husband
Robin: home wrecker
Eddie: YOU ARE A LESBIAN
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vyncentevelyn · 2 years ago
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Steve has a crush on Eddie. He knows this.
Feels it every time the older boy invades his personal space or laughs or twirls a curl on his finger or when he goes on passionate tangents about anything…
But he cannot get a read on Eddie. Can’t determine if he has feelings for him or if Eddie is just naturally a flirt. Because Eddie does flirt. Makes naughty comments and touches Steve endlessly. But he also does the same thing with Robin and Argyle and Gareth and Jonathan…
There are too many mixed signals…and so Steve tells himself to ease up on the crush. To just be friends…
But it’s like Steve can’t stop his crush from growing. Everything Eddie does makes the crush dig itself deeper into Steve. But it’s just a crush. So…
But one day while they are hanging out in Eddie’s room something happens.
Eddie smirks at him and says, “I had a dream about you last night.”
And the butterflies which woke in Steve’s stomach at Eddie’s smirk do somersaults at the idea of Eddie dreaming of him. “Oh really? What was it about?”
And Steve is looking up at Eddie through his lashes, runs a hand through the front of his hair, and gives him an absolutely *royal* smile.
Eddie blinks. He twirls a strand of hair around his index finger and Steve thinks his blood is going to boil from anticipation, because this is it, his dumbass is finally going to admit he has feelings for him.
Nothing could prepare Steve for what Eddie says next.
He drops his hair and readjusts himself on the bed to turn and fully look at Steve, he gestures with his hands and says, “So it was like I knew something crazy was going on in my dream world, but I wasn’t really privy to it. But I found you in this like sewer. And -” he pauses leans in real close to Steve, “it was insane, Dustin was growing from your stomach. AND you had a robotic eye.”
Steve stares at the goofy grin and the excited eyes looking back at him, “Is that all that happened?”
Eddie shrugs, “More or less, sometimes I have a hard time remembering dreams. It’s like I’ll know I had a dream some mornings but can’t remember shit. Or I remember only the strange details. Or it can be like I just watched a life changing movie and it will haunt me the rest of my life and alter everything I do. But those kinds of dreams are very rare.”
“Huh.” Steve smiles.
Eddie goes into a tangent then about his dreams. Telling Steve about some of his movie like dreams…
Later that night he recounts the dream to Robin. He sighs and puts his face in his hands, “And all it really did was make me realize that I…I love him...”
Robin is silent for so long that Steve forces himself to pull his face out of his hands and stare at her.
She has a perplexed expression on her face as if she is trying to translate something from Russian.
She shakes her head and then says flatly, “Unless you were like birthing Dustin, there is no way that he would be the one conjoined with you. That would be me. Your twin flame. Your other half. Doesn’t that dingus know anything?”
“I just told you I am in love with Eddie Munson, and you are more concerned about why you are not the one growing from my stomach in his dream?” Steve asks.
“Well yeah. I already know you love him.” She tilts her head, her expression soft. Then she straightens up, “You didn’t know?!”
“NO!” Steve gestures wildly, “I thought it was just like a crush.”
“Oh babe…” Robin gasps through her laughter, “You realized you were…in love with him…because he told you he had a dream…where Dustin was growing…from your stomach…”
“Yes…I did…”
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afewproblems · 2 years ago
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These two live rent free in my head
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Mean!Eddie WIP coming along, sneak peak treat Monday!
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scheodingers-muppet · 2 years ago
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Welcome back to "Jace has Stranger Things and Taylor Swift brainrot." On today's episode: Red. I'm going kinda out of order, but I honestly think I'll end up doing every album so if you want to see a specific album, let me know
State of Grace: Steddie. "I never saw you coming" "You were never a saint, and I've loved in shades of wrong" They both can be mean and tough, but they were so soft around each other almost immediately
Red: Stancy, from Steve's POV. The relationship was honestly toxic, but it was filled with adrenaline and most likely Steve's first real love. Losing her was hard, since he loved her so strongly. I'm also a "Steve's emotions are too big for his body" person so I might be projecting
Treacherous: Lumax. Max grew up without a strong sense of what a healthy relationship should look like. Her stepdad sucked and was likely awful to her Mom. She's scared of what love and letting people in her bubble mean. Then you add the fact Billy straight up told her to avoid Lucas but she couldn't resist. Then Lucas warning her that getting involved with him could be dangerous. It's not safe on paper, but she loves him
I Knew You Were Trouble: Stancy, from Steve's side. I promise not all the breakup songs will be Stancy. But the line "the saddest fear comes creeping in that you never loved me, or her, or anyone" paired with the fight, her inability to tell Steve she loves him, the strain with Jonathan in season 4. It just fits so well
All Too Well: Mike and El. "Any time now, he's gonna say it's love. You never called it what it was, til we were dead and gone and buried, checked the pulse and come back swearing it's the same." "You kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath" and Mike literally keeping her a secret at first. "I'm a crumbled up piece of paper" as an analogy to the letters. "Maybe we got lost in translation" and El feeling like she isn't even the same species as Mike. "The idea you had of me, who was she? A never-needy ever, lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you" Need I continue?
22: Season 3 Elmax at the mall. Just being teenage girls, the way they deserve. Also, imagine them having a sleepover, dancing around screaming this song while Hopper's at work one night. Adorable
I Almost Do: Jopper. I think the idea that Joyce waited for Hopper, for him to mature or whatever it was, and finally had to stop waiting. It tore them both apart, but I think Joyce would have had a similar reaction to this song; through Lonnie (or however you spell his name), Bob. Everything
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together: Lumax. My on-again-off-again OTP. Another big slumber party song. They will get back together though, let's be honest
Stay Stay Stay: Platonic Stobbin. I just know Robin would be horrible in an actual fight, she'd get so ready for someone to leave and just snap at them. Steve would try to make her laugh once they sit down to talk it out to relieve the tension. In Steve's eyes, everyone he loves leaves, but Robin stays
The Last Time: Byler. Will has had to beg Mike to give him some attention lately, like in season 4 with the letter fight. "The is the last time I'm asking you this, put my name at the top of your list" "You break my heart in the blink of an eye" "This is the last time I say it's been you all along"
Holy Ground: Platonic Stancy. Like, they've both moved on and have each other as friends in their lives. I love the idea of Steddie and Ronance, with Steve and Nancy dancing together at their weddings
Sad Beautiful Tragic: Jancy. They only started hanging out because of tragedies. Their relationship has only existed because of horrible things, but they found beauty in it. "Distance, timing, breakdown, fighting" and "Could you just try to listen?" with the fight in season 3 and them living on opposite sides of the country in season 4.
The Lucky One: Steve. "You had it figured out since you were in school, everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool" Everyone is quick to tell him he's got it good since he has a rich family and was Mr. Popular, but he's lonely. "Your lover in the foyer doesn't even know you." "You don't feel pretty, you just feel used" "You wonder if you'll make it out alive"
Everything Has Changed: Lumax!! "All I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes, and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind" "All I know is a simple name and everything as changed" from Lucas's pov. "All my walls stood tall, painted blue but I'll take 'em down and open up the door for you" "All I know is a new found grace. All my days, I'll know your face" from Max
Starlight: Robin. I think Robin would love space and the stars. We know she loves music, and I think she'd like to dance too. Also the line "worrying so much about things you can't change. You'll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way" fits her so well. And the line "He's talking crazy, dancing with me. We could get married, have ten kids and teach them how to dream" reads to me as Robin playfully joking about Steve's old crush on her, and I think the two of them would totally hang out on Robin's prom night, but Steve would still make her dance because everyone deserves an awkward prom slow dance
Begin Again: Max, not necessarily about a relationship though. This song makes me think of Max's damaged relationship with men and the party helping her heal that. Billy was abusive, her stepdad sucked. We see Steve be that protective figure where Billy was the opposite. Hopper would totally also take her under his wing and show her what a father figure should be. The boys in the party treat her as an equal. They think she's fierce and funny and beautiful, but they treat her as a person too. She's not used to that; the men in her life haven't been good to her. But they're showing her how worthy she is
The Moment I Knew: Byler. I love Mike, but he's severely dropped the ball for Will. Will was so excited to see him in season 4, but he's hardly paying attention to him before everything happens. Add the fact that season 4 should have been over Will's birthday
Come Back... Be Here: Steddie. "I told myself don't get attached." "I don't want to miss you like this" "If I had known what I'd known now, I never would've played so nonchalant" "I can't help but wish you took me with you" "This is falling in love in the cruelest way" "This is falling for you and you are worlds away"
Girl At Home: Honestly, Murray. Why? I Don't know. But it's him.
Ronan: Hopper (I'm sorry) I think we often forget he lost his daughter, and not only that, he blames himself. The little memories we see show how much he loved her.
Better Man: Max about Billy. She wanted to love him but he was so horrible to her and we see in season 4 how she does miss him. "Talking down to me like I'd always be around, push my love away like it was some kind of loaded gun" "I wish it wasn't 4 am standing in the mirror saying 'you know you had to it' I know the bravest thing I ever did was wrong"
Nothing New: Nancy. "Girls go out and have your fun' then they hunt and slay the ones who actually do it" Nancy tried to be a teenage girl and lost her best friend, blames herself for it, got slutshammed to the whole town, and became a monster hunter. She deals with the most sexism, both from other characters and the fandom. "what will become of me once I lost my novelty" "how can a person know everything at 18 and nothing at 22?" "She'll know the way and then she'll say she got the map from me" about Holly or Erica, and feeling so conflicted because these girls look up to her but she feels like a mess who shouldn't be a goal to reach. Especially for Erica, since she got roped into the Upside Down stuff so young.
The other vault songs don't really match in my opinion, so this is all for today
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nonbinary-eddie-munson · 2 years ago
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I was thinking about how the run away with me au Robin and Steve "should we get divorced?" conversation comes about:
Theyre about 23 and Robin comes home in tears after another break up. The reason: Robin had asked her girlfriend of 8 months, Lorraine to move in with her and steve. Lorraine assumes this means steve is moving out and when Robin clarifys that no Steve is staying, he's an important part of her life theyre married for chists sake. Well Lorraine doesnt take that well, says she isnt going to spend her life playing second fiddle to Steve.
This isnt the first time a relationship had ended for either of them because a partner hadnt been able to accept that Steve and Robin were a package deal. Things had been especially rough for them romantically in the first couple years of their marriage. It wasnt until a particularly awful screaming match between Robin, Steve and Steves first real boyfriend, that they were able to admit their relationship was incredibly codependent and unhealthy. Steves boyfriend had been upset when Steve had cancelled on him for the 3rd time in a row because of a Robin Emergency™️ and decided to confront Robin about it while Steve was in class. Things escalated quickly when Steve came home early from class to find them arguing and immediately took Robins side. The argument and Steves relationship ended with a slammed door, a lot of tears and a new rift in Robin and Steves relationship.
It took a lot of long conversations with Carina and Marjorie, Steve working through his toxic masculinity enough to go see a therapist - He and Robin made a deal that theyd both go talk to someone about, you know almost dieing "do you think me being fucked up by what happened at starcourt makes me weak steve?" "No of course not!" "Well then why would it make you weak?" - and a summer spent apart (Robin taking an internship in rome to study latin) for them to sit down and have a long conversation about boundaries and ground rules for how they would navigate their relationship as well as dating in the future.
Steve and Robin agreed to both take a break from dating while they worked through their respective traumas, and figured out how to navigate their relationship in a healthy way. Things werent easy, the both of them occasionally backsliding into unhealthy behaviors, more than a few nights where one of them spent the night with Carina and Marjorie in order to have space from eachother. But eventually they get their shit figured out and decide to brave the world of dating again. Steve and Robin both have their share of flings and short lived relationships but nothing so far seemed to stick. That is until Robin met Lorraine.
Lorraine was funny, sweet and a little bitchy. They had immediately clicked after being introduced by some mutual friends from school. Robin really thought things with Lorraine were going to work out. Steve and Lorraine had gotten on like a house on fire, she had slipped into Robin and Steves dynamic easily, trading jokes and light hearted jabs, cooking breakfast together on days Lorraine would stay at their apartment. Robin had fallen hard and fast, she thought she had finally found someone who accepted that her and Steve were a package deal. So 8 months in when Lorraines lease was ending Robin (with agreement from steve) asked Lorraine to move in. Things don't go to plan. Robins dreams of a future with lorraine are shattered. She goes home broken hearted.
After Robin has cried herself out, her and steve cuddled together on the couch Steve is the one to broach the topic. Robin immediately bursts back into tears before he calms her back down again saying he doesnt want a divorce but he also doesnt want to hold Robin back, doesnt want to be the reason she cant find happiness. Robin replys by saying if anyone is holding the other back its obviously her, steve gave up everything to protect her afterall. Steve calls bullshit -years of therapy and he can finally say that word without cringing- says he would do it all again in a heartbeat, that she doesn't owe him anything. They stay up all night talking about it, about what the both of them want from their futures. Neither can see a future without the other. they're platonic life partners, one day they'll find their someones who can accept that and if not well, they'll always have eachother.
Of course they do find their someones in the form of a charming if infuriating metal head and a brilliant, sweet, and badass reporter. Through trial and error the four of them figure out how to navigate life together. They all live happy ever after.
Robin and Steve celebrate 30 years of marriage with divorce papers. They'll always love eachother but now they dont need a marriage to keep eachother safe. They dont need a marriage to stay as platonic life partners. They have eachother and they have Eddie and Nancy. They have everything they need.
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Lmk what you think! I'd love to have someone to scream with about this AU and bounce ideas off of :D
Tagging by request <3 @ramyayaya
#i think steve and eddie find eachother infuriating in a good way and also a sexy way and i love that for them#i wrote this instead of sleeping#i'll actually turn this into a fleshed out fic i swear. i just happened to see a post talking about how a lot of fics make steve and robin#imcredibly codependent and started thinking about how i would handle that in my fic and decided to write out my ideas#i dont want it to come off as magically theyre perfect and okay. i think things would be messy in the beginning. and still a bit messy#even after bc theyre only human you know. i think having elder queers to talk to would be so important to them for helping them figure#things out you know#i think eddie and nancy wouldnt enter the picture until Steve and robin are 27/28#im also still trying to figure out relationship dynamics bc the fruity 4 are in a polycule and how i think that would be for them#no matter which way you look at it the relationship between the 4 of them is inherently queer and thats beautiful#i hesitate to have eddie and nancy marry eachother in turn bc yknow heteronormativity#i think people assume theyre together and that eddie and nancy never confirm or deny why people make that assumption#but idk if they ever get married idk ill have to think about it#if you read this far in my tags feel free to hop in my dms and scream with me about this au#id love to have someone to bounce ideas off of#run away with me au#platonic stobbin#robin buckley#steve harrington#steddie#ronance#long post
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strangersteddiex · 11 months ago
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So happy to hear you plan on coming back to writing this year! And congratulations!
Aww thank you and thank you!!
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dontcallmeeds · 2 years ago
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Joe Keery did not have to deliver the line “you know I don’t do double VHS” in the most bisexual way I’ve ever heard in my life he might as well have said “I want to kiss boys on the mouth”
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vyncentevelyn · 2 years ago
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I just kind of like the idea of Nancy and Jonathan not breaking up. 
Like Nancy and Jonathan just decide they need to broaden their horizons. 
And so this is Robin, Nancy’s girlfriend. And Nancy’s boyfriend is Jonathan. Oh and that’s Argyle, Jonathan’s boyfriend. And did we forget to mention that’s Steve, Robin’s platonic soulmate? And this is Eddie, Steve’s boyfriend. 
And they just all love each other in their own little ways. And the kids have given up trying to keep any of it straight...
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shieldofiron · 2 years ago
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Steve “I’m not gay I’m just the most dedicated ally you’ve ever met” Harrington
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Carerra_os @steveharringtonbingo Master List cards 1 (tags are in the links).
A1 - Bound and Gagged - Harringrove - He's Got The Spirit - Explicit - Billy Hargrove shows up to a party in a stolen cheerleader uniform and Steve is so, so thirsty. Those tall cheer socks get put to good use.
A2 - Magic School
A3 - Fireworks - Harringrove - The Whale and The Danio - General Audiences - Steve loses his school, and Billy finds him.
B1 - Rutt Sex
B2 - Free Space - Stkilt - Kilts and Dresses Chapter 1 - Explicit - When Nancy calls him bullshit and breaks it off Steve goes back to the party looking for something he's been missing since he got with her. Kenneth is more than happy to have him back.
B3 - To Shaky To Stand - CorrodedKing - Bury the Hatchet - Explicate - Eddie thinks it's time to introduce Steve to the band. It goes far better than he could have ever hoped for.
C1 - Crossdressing - Stkilt - Kilts and Dresses Chapter 2 - Explicit - When Nancy calls him bullshit and breaks it off Steve goes back to the party looking for something he's been missing since he got with her. Kenneth is more than happy to have him back.
C2 - Getting Drunk/High Together - Platonic Stobbin (side of Harringroveson and Meanperkingham) - Bathtub Pity Party for Two - Teen and Up - Steve wants a kiss, Robin just wants to shut him up.
C3 - Dark Enchanter
I have stuff started for the crossed out one but between this bingo ending early and the shit show of the last week and a half have been I didn't finish them. These events can be so fun and inspiring and I started many wips for all of these that didn't make the cut, but one day I'll come back to them. Thank you @steveharringtonbingo for putting this event on it's been a lot of fun 💜
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strangersteddiex · 1 year ago
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Trying to get back into the groove of writing steddie after my extended break so send prompts!!
Bonus points if the prompts include platonic stobbin or protective Wayne!!
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scheodingers-muppet · 2 years ago
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Taylor Time again! Debut album time. Also, I'm so excited about the eras tour! it's gonna be my first time seeing Taylor live and I'm probably never gonna shut up about it
Tim McGraw: Lumax. "He said the way my blue eyes shined put those Georgia stars to shame that night. I said that's a lie." Max wouldn't know what to do with a genuine compliment like that. "I was right there beside him all summer long. And then the time we woke up find that summer gone" The whole chorus too. Max thinks of the dance for her happiness. Being with Lucas. Even if they aren't together, she would hope he thinks of her too. "In a box beneath my bed is a letter that you never read from three summers back"
Picture To Burn: El. This one is all headcannon. But I think Joyce would get scary-angry over a bad breakup like this and I think El would pick that up the longer she's with her. Same from Max. We've seen her get angry already, during season 2 especially. I don't think she'd be like this with Mike, but with whoever she dates after (if it isn't Max). I also love the line "my daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be" and the fact that Hopper is overprotective of her
Teardrops On My Guitar: Steddie. I had to. My favorite trope is Steve talking about his crush on Eddie as a way to flirt, but being slightly vague (like, "they've got the best curly hair") and Eddie just not connecting the dots.
A Place in this World: Max. "Even though I'm not the only who feels the way I do, I'm alone on my own and that's all I know" "I'll be strong, I'll be wrong" "I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world" "I don't know what I want" This song is so Max coded
Cold As You: Stancy. "I start a fight cause I need to feel something" "I'm not what you wanted" "Ain't no use defending words that you will never say" "Every smile you fake is so condescending" "Counted all the scars you made"
The Outside: Steve. "How can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever let's me in" "I've been a lot of lonely places. I've never been on the outside" "I would give it all up to be a part of this"
Tied Together with a Smile: Platonic Stobbin. They are both extremely strong, brave, important characters who put themselves down so much. I also can imagine them saying the chorus to each other. But the first part is about Robbin. She puts herself down a lot in season 4, talking about how she know she can be too much and that she's awkward. Second part is Steve and how he goes above and beyond for all his people. Especially the line "I guess it's true that love was all you wanted, cause you're giving it away like it's extra change"
Stay Beautiful: Ronance. I love the idea of Robin calling Nancy her "beauty." Like "Sorry, I can't pick up another shift, I have to see my beauty" But also, I think Nancy would deal with some impostor syndrome and imagine Robin there to help her through it. "it's hard to make a conversation when (s)he's taking my breath away" Even if they never date, Robin would tell her she's beautiful
Should've Said No: Stancy. Enough said tbh
Mary's Song: Byler. "I looked at you like the stars that shine in the sky" "take me back to the house in the backyard tree" and Castle Byers. "The time we had our very first fight...you stayed outside till the morning light" This whole song is about marrying your childhood best friend
Our Song: (fun fact; this is the first Taylor song I ever heard) Jopper. This one is also all headcannon. I think they dated in high school and had a very similar thing to the Nancy-Steve-Jonathan thing. I can imagine a young Hopper sneaking to Joyce's room and them having quiet conversations like with Steve and Nancy. Then them getting back together now and reminiscing about their high school dates.
I'm Only Me When I'm With You: Platonic Stobbin again. They would so spend their Friday nights off work with each other. "Living in a crazy world, trying to figure out what is and isn't true" "I don't try to hide my tears, the secrets, or my biggest fears" Robin came out to Steve even though she was terrified "Nobody gets me like you do"
Invisible: Pre-Jancy. They likely knew each other kinda well through their brothers and I think Jon had been crushing on her for a bit. He would likely see her with Steve and think they wouldn't be a good fit. I can also really see this being from Barb's point of view
A Perfectly Good Heart: Lumax, from Lucas's point of view. After the first real break up - after Billy - Lucas is hurt. He's confused and angry but he doesn't want to hurt Max. More than anything, he's confused. He understands Max is going through a lot, and doesn't want to add anymore onto her plate, but he thought he could be there for her at least.
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allnerdythings · 2 years ago
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GO WATCH THIS THIS IS WHAT THIS SHOW IS ALL ABOUT THIS MADE ME CRY HOLY SHIT
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Stranger Things | Chasing Cars (S1-S4)
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nonbinary-eddie-munson · 2 years ago
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I couldnt get this scene out of my head and ended up writing a ficlet of the night Steve and Robin run away. I hope you enjoy!
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Taking a deep breath, Robin glanced around her room for what was maybe probably the last time. The red glow of her alarm clock read 2:53 am. She was supposed to meet Steve down the block at 3:00 sharp. She had her monogrammed pep band duffel filled with the last few things she wanted to take into her new life slung over her shoulder. Her eyes lingered over the few knickknacks and photos scattered around before she quietly stepped out into the hallway. It would be smarter to go out the window, she knew that. But with her propensity for clumsiness and a desire to glance around the halls of her childhood home one last time, Robin couldn't help but decide to make for the front door instead.
She crept as quietly down the stairs as she could, making sure to skip the creaky step 3rd from the top. Reaching the bottom luckily without incident so far Robin began quietly making her way across the living room towards the front door. Towards freedom. Towards the new life awaiting her with her best friend, her platonic soulmate, her Steve who was giving up his life here in Hawkins in order to protect her dreams. In order to protect her.
Right as her hand closed around the door knob, the kitchen lights flicked on.
Robin tensed, her breath catching in her throat, chest seizing in panic. She had been so sure her parents were asleep, so sure she could make it out the door and be safely in Chicago before her parents even knew she was gone.
"So you really were planning on leaving then. Without even saying goodbye" her mothers voice called quietly from the kitchen.
Mechanically Robin forced her legs to turn around, shoving her duffel higher on her shoulder trying to hide it behind her back.
"W-what, no of course not.. I was just.. just going for a late night walk you know! Nothing like fresh night air to clear your head and really doctors say its so important to keep up with your cardio and-"
"Robin that's enough, I'm a lot of things but stupid isn't one of them" her mother cut off her rambling. Robin kept her eyes trained on the shag carpet of the living room trying to calm her breathing, her knuckles white where they were gripped tight around the strap of her duffel, focusing on the sting of it cutting into her palm trying to keep herself calm against the rising panic.
Slowly her mothers near silent steps crossed from the kitchen ugly plaid slippers entering her field of vision.
"Another thing I haven't been" her mother began quietly one hand settling gently on Robins shoulder "is a very good mother". Robins head snapped up at the gentle touch and confession, finally meeting her mothers eyes, the same piercing ice blue as her own.
"God knows I've never really understood you Little Bird, but I should have tried harder. I know that now. The fact that you're stealing away into the night is proof enough of that" her mother gave her a sad smile "I'm sorry that your father and I pushed you to this. I'm sorry i didn't fight harder for you"
Robin gaped at her mother in disbelief, eyes welling in tears. "Mom, no-"
"No its true, I shouldn't of given into your fathers demands so easily. You've always been so full of life, a place like Mt. Saint Marys would crush you." Her mom took a deep breath moving her hand from her shoulder gently placing it underneath Robins chin bringing her head up from where it hard stared to tuck into her chest. "You love him right? And he loves you just the same?"
"He's my soulmate mom.. I- I've never met anyone whose made me feel so seen" Robin replied letting her eyes meet her mothers once again hoping the conviction and love she had for Steve shined through, no less real, no less intense and all consuming for all that it would never be, could never be the romantic love they had made it out to be to her parents. That he had insisted they let everyone in this whole damn town believe it to be, if it meant protecting her.
"Then that's enough for me" her mother replied simply, pulling Robin into a gentle but tight hug "you're my baby girl, all I've ever wanted was for you to be safe and happy and if Steve is that for you then you go. Go be happy"
Robin clutched at her mothers robe, feeling all at once like she was five years old again her mother cradling her in her lap as she cried after a rough day at school.
After a few moments her mother let her go settling both hands on her shoulders eyes tracing Robins face as if she was trying to commit every detail to memory.
"If you're going to be making your way out in the world you'll be needing this" her mother said letting go and taking a few quick steps back into the kitchen returning just a moment later with a large yellow envelope and pressing it into Robins hands. "You be safe out there, Little Bird, and if you can forgive me, let me know your safe once you've settled."
Robin threw herself at her mother crushing the envelope between them, tears staining the soft robe as she buried her face in her mothers shoulder.
"Now, now Little Bird, that's enough of that. You need to be on your way before your father wakes. Be safe dear and know that even if i haven't always been the best at showing it, I do love you" her mother petted Robins hair lightly before pulling away
"I love you too mom, thank you" Robin replied her hand once again finding the door knob, pulling the door open quietly she glanced back at her mother, smiled softly before heading off into the night.
As she quickly jogged down the street towards her future Robin couldn't help but feel like maybe this wasn't a good bye, that maybe the quiet click of the front door of her childhood home closing behind her wasn't as final as it felt it would be only a few minutes before.
She only made it halfway down the block before the familiar rumble of the Beemers engine met her ears. Her Steve pulling up to the curb, headlights off and tires crunching against the pavement as the car pulled up in front of her.
Robin pulled open the passenger door, throwing her duffel down by her feet and she climbed into the car.
"We we're supposed to meet further down the street dingus, impatient much" she said with no real heat behind her words.
"You're late! Excuse me for getting worried!" He sniped back eyes roving over her face, taking in the redness of her eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked gently, hand leaving the steering wheel to gently brush away the wetness clinging to her eyelashes.
"More than okay Stevie, I'll fill you in on the way. Right now I'm just ready to blow this ice cream stand"
"Isn't it popcicle stand?" Steve laughed finally bringing his hand back to the steering wheel, and pulling away from the curb.
"Not to us, scooper trooper!" Robin grinned, throwing her head back with a laugh.
"As you say then Captain, lets blow this ice cream stand" Steve replied grinning back, flicking the headlights of the Beemer back on once they made it to the other end of the block.
Robbin dug into the glove compartment pulling out the mix-tape they had made for this road trip lovingly titled "Soundtrack For The Beginning Of The Rest Of Our Lives". As the first track began to play, Robin kicked her socked feet up on the dash and flashed an excited grin at Steve, reaching across the middle console and tangling their fingers together.
Streetlights flashed by the windows, the "now leaving Hawkins, Indiana" sign blurring by as they finally hit the highway. Robin let out another laugh, squeezing Steves' hand. The both of them screaming along to their mix-tape, each mile taking them closer to a new better life. A life they would make together. She couldn't have imagined that this would be her life a year ago. That she would come to love the coworker she barely tolerated on a good day. That they would become so entangled she could barely tell where she ended and he began.
She loved him and he loved her. Her best friend. Her Steve. Her soulmate.
The future was uncertain, but as long as they were together, Robin just knew everything would be okay.
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I wrote this on my phone instead of sleeping, I'll probably come back and edit it a bit later. Maybe add a bit more and format it and post to AO3. Lmk what you think!
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